Manifested Hate

I’m who I am there’s nobody I want to be
Where’s the currency? that’s what I hunt to see
Won’t let hate conquer me
Whether I’m sleepin with the roaches and rats or in a house sixteen rooms deep
I watch my mouth, think before I speak, love to pray for things before I go to sleep
Day dreamin ain’t for me, manifested hate what I see, in the streets even through the keys
But I ignore, devour leavin them with they mouth open looking sour
If you really know me you’d my life has been so deep
From losing my sister to season life beef
Gettin shot at, broken windows, empty refrigerators, wearing the same cloths
My heart ain’t hardly cold, but that hate make me just want to squeeze and choke
They can’t relate that’s why they choose to let the devil emotionally control
However it comes it shows, no matter much though
No man or woman can stop what God has to give to me he openly shows