New Poems

We would have nothing if you didn't isolate me online.
This is so stupid.
Your posts and chatroom bullsh**.
You don't make ur self sick?
You should have a vomit bag wrapped around ur neck.

It took me so long to realize I was different
21 years, and I'm still an infant
Been trying to find my place
Trying to appreciate my race
Lines of worry, lines of fury- the lines are blurry

I should have been cautious,
Shouldn't have surrendered,
Shouldn't have given you my trust,
I scream so loud, you never heard,
My heart in pieces, my soul half gone,

If it ain’t a little better
It’s a lot worst
You can have it all but still thirst
Or you can have nothing and feel cursed
Can’t manipulate life’s learning curve
Should I go back to college