I am lost, on my way down this path
and for the life of me
I have no direction
It's been difficult, pushing on
continuing through
and all the while, haunting memories
of you

I hope you're satisfied
with what you've done
keeping us always
on the run
I'm ready for a change
But it always ends the same

They say third time's a charm

You cannot win
Give up the fight
It doesn't help
when you say it's alright
nothing's ever alright

Wasting my time
On things I can't hide
You can't change me
But you'll try

Now I've got this problem
In desperate need of repair
I know I need to fix it
before it causes more despair
It's not that hard for anyone else
So why is it that way with me?

Why can't you see
you're the best friend I've got
You can't walk away
and leave me to rot
I've already lost you once
I don't want to lose you again
That day that I left
I'll never forget

I try my best to rely on fate
But then I realize that it's too late
I'm sick of words with no meaning
and sick of all this pointless bleeding
It always end the same
And it's all my fault...

Hate, Depression, Anger, Disaster
It all starts with one emotion
The one that causes so much pain
The one we still don't want to give away
That goddamned thing we want - but we don't

You fucked up my world
You fucked up my life
Why can't you just leave?
I'm sick of your fights

It started with yelling
and ended with blood
Are you just blind?
Do you see what you've done?

Give me a reason
to live my life
after I have already
gotten a knife
I'm ready to die
I don't want to try
to find love ever again

I'm seething madness
I can't find gladness