losing you

Why can't you see
you're the best friend I've got
You can't walk away
and leave me to rot
I've already lost you once
I don't want to lose you again
That day that I left
I'll never forget
That was the first time
and last time I hugged you
Ever since then you've changed
and youre not you
You don't show emotions
Like you always used to

We used to be close
But now I'm not sure
you're still like my brother
But not like you were
I feel like I've lost you
and you havn't even left
Cause we hardly even speak anymore
When we do, you seem deaf
Not to my words
But in between lines
Are you just blind?
Can't you see the signs?

I miss you but I don't
think that you miss me back
If you did, then just maybe
you would think before you act
I regret the times I fought you
and yeah, sometimes I'm wrong
But sometimes so are you
Why does it take so long?

It's humiliating
But I admit I cried
That first time I left
I wanted to die
You weren't the on;y one I missed
But I missed you the most
and if you leave now
I'm left with your ghost

I probably sound desperate
Getting so upset
but all because of you
my tears leave my paper wet

You said that I was your best friend
Now I'm not sure
All I know
Is I don't want you to leave