Walls

I try my best to rely on fate
But then I realize that it's too late
I'm sick of words with no meaning
and sick of all this pointless bleeding
It always end the same
And it's all my fault...

You think I don't like you
But really I try
to show my emotions
I'm just to damn shy

Scared of doing something wrong
I've built up too many walls
Trying desperately to tear some down
So maybe I'l be able to keep you around
Longer than usual
It always ends the same
I want to feel something other
Than seclusion and pain

If you tried a little harder
I'd try not to refrain
A touch or a kiss
is all it would take
I want to be close
But I'm scarred from the hate

Not hate towards you
But the hate towards the others
Who tricked me to thinking they actually cared
Stupid, it seems, that I wasn't aware
I know you're not a trick
But you have to realize
That I don't trust easily
Because of the lies
But believe me when i say
I really do try