Thinkful Apology

i just gotta say. that, im sorry that my laziness gets hold of me better than selfmotivation.
sorry that i never tried hard enough. sorry that so far in my life. i've accomplished nothing worth
telling about. an everything that makes me sad, i put on myself like heavy clothing only dragging me
down. i try to keep goin forward but im walkin backwards, only lookin back on everything in my past.
the words, the scenery, the sounds, the feeling, the textures. an the only thing that i havent looked at
was my future, well except for a few times. just peeking into it from time to time like kids tryin to find
the right classroom. but when money really isnt important, an everything you do has somethin todo with
money. theres nothing much for "YOU." But i've grown more knowledgable through one very important
aspect of my life. Pensad, Thinking. Thinking and figuring out that every single thing is connected to
everything else like a spider web. And its absolutely amazing like fireworks on a sunset resembling great
people of the past. Think of two opposite things long enough an you'll see why those two and not two other things are picked as opposites. Fire and Water, both deadly and resourceful. Fire burns but keeps
you warm, water drowns but quenches you when your thirsty. And if you really think about it, gasoline
is a liquid like water yet it makes fire. How bout that? Yet, you probably already knew that right?
Thinking equals alot, creativity, imagination, stories, songs, buildings, names. All through thinking. Open
your eyes more an see whats really out there.