For Kathryn

Submitted by Phiyonix on Wed, 10/19/2011 - 3:00pm |

I faked everything for you.
I was him
I WAS HIM
I was never myself
Because I wasn't the one you loved.

Zephyr
Zephyr
ZEPHYR
You loved him
You loved him
Not me,
No never me.

I lied to you
I LIED
I told myself I'd never lie to you
I lied for 16 months.

I love you
I LOVE YOU
KATHRYN
I love you.

You hate me.
I love you.
I thought you loved me?
Kathryn
You left me.
Was the your birthday gift?

One year,
it's been one year.
I love you.
It hurts.

Please,
Make it stop
MAKE IT STOP
you never told me to go away.

Listen to me
PLEASE
listen to me Kathryn.
Don't you hear me?
DON'T YOU HEAR ME!

I love you.
Happy birthday.
I love you.

Signed the broken girl.

Behind The Poem:

She left me one year ago to this day.

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@Lerlet
10 19 2011.

my friend, I found myself in

my friend, I found myself in ur poem
& I thought if I could found myself in it
that is mean, it is something
now here me out, broken hear to me is like a street name
where we all have to pass/ed go through
now, imagine, is not just u, is not just me, & is not just
someone else, but is a bunch of us
that went & been on that street.so...
which is good for us now, because its make us
think, thought & write with our heart. so lets thank them
for the bad they've done which turn/ed us to a better poet.
"so lets hate the action, but love the pain"
while we during what we doing.