Letters: It's Been Awhile

It's been awhile
I hope to see you soon enough with a smile
How I turned my mind on you often gets me down
This ain't the way it should of been
On occasions your face appears in my dreams
While I was looking forward to the future
I blindly watched this world take you
When ever i hear your name inside it just makes me bleed with pain
You older than me but I should have lived a better brother in me
I want to see you again with long hair
I lost another sister this life pushed you away with it's strong fear
Know I'm missin you, believe I'm never dissin you
We'll end up in the future better than ever I will make that true