Open my eyes not sure where you are,
Everything disappears,
Everything worked out so far,
But now I'm realizing my worst fears,
How could not having something you've lived without,
Ever be hard enough to cause my tears,
And I'm not sure how something I held onto,
So tightly for so long,
Is no longer there,
And now everything is gone,
I was holding onto empty air.
Feeling everything I've ever cared about,
Suddenly gone the weight I can't deny,
Not sure even what I'm feeling right now,
All I know for sure is I want to try,
Want to find a way back to needing a way out,
Want to look for something I don't want to find,
I'm just not sure how.
Nothing's different but me,
I've changed in ways I can't allow,
And unable to know if you still see,
Something clear for you to avow,
All I want to do is say that I'm sorry,
Hoping you're not already gone somehow,
Hoping you'll find a way to stay in love with me.
