I just want to get this off of my chest
because this matter has just had me so distressed
first let me start by saying thank you
thanks to all of the stupid people who
My thoughts move, quicker than lightning
In desperation i chase them, but now im fighting
Im fighting my mind, searching for the word
the word that shows my thought, but this is absurd
Never have I felt more alone
Than in those few moments before I shattered that mirror
Looking through that haze of anger and pain I saw a man
Hiws fists were clenched
I see red hate in that mirror
I see the flaws of myself
My lifes regrets and
My wants and desires in that mirror
I see the small breakouts and the nose that I don't want to have I see the
I don't love you like I used to
I no longer find that smile irrisistable
I don't fall in love again when you flip your hair
When you kiss me there is no fireworks
It doesn't matter what I do
Because one plus one never makes two
And i know that when its me and you
there's always that wall of silence that my voice just cant get through and
My life was set on fire
A burning, writhing, passionate desire
And I desired nothing more than say hi to her
That golden angel of a goddess
This goddess that put the Lord out of his stress
