Lost...Never Love

Seeing something so beautiful,
in front of you all the time.
Forbidden fruit, profoundly full
of life, intoxicating and so sublime.
The short lived life in reality,
makes up the days described.
To be cursed by cupid to only see,
never to experience what my heart has cried.
Millions of diamonds that exist,
and not one made for me to appreciate.
Destiny set upon with no way to fix,
the pain or loneliness or at least to alleviate.
But as wrong as it may seem,
maybe this is whats deserved.
Unworthy I have been deemed,
of any woman's affection returned.
Just a lonely soul,
with no mate for days yet to come.
A hopeful fool getting old,
as solitude's mission is almost done.
Destined not only to wonder the zone,
many have put me in.
Haunted by words alone,
full of rejection to the very end.
Living with a cracked heart,
unable to ever be mended.
And everyday slowly falling apart,
as cupid's irony intended.
Until he's ready to strike the final blow,
with the heart-shattering arrow, that love will never go.............
I become invisble...to anyone's affection...true love...will never find me...or is it simply...eluding me?
What could it be?
Knowing the world is full of gorgeous women but not being able to find love starts to make things feel hopeless...not sure how many know the feeling...what do you think...Respect
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Comments
Larry my friend. I feel just the same, I've been writing about it the lst week or two.I go to Nottingham city every week i love it, but last week, it just got too much.
Nottingham has the best looking girls you have ever seen, there everywhere.A lot of them tease as well with what they wear, or don't wear.
last week when I went, I wa so depresed, so many couples together, girls flashing their wares. I wanted to kill myself, it hurts so much. Like you, it's forbideen fruit, but I'm only human, temptation is always there. I pray constantly and feel so guilty for even thinking about them.
My hormones are all over the place, the hot weathr effects me so much.I sit on a bus, and two girls get on with the tightest littlest shorts and long legs sat in ftont of me, an across from me, I don't know where to look, is that my fault?. I'm lost and alone in a mad bad world, when all I want to do, is meet one person and settle down and have kids.
We must pray pray and pray for strength. and ask for someone to come into our life. Hope you meet someone soon. great write. Pete.
thanks moogster, it is very difficult being in this situation and hurts when those thoughts hit your mind but I guess we must remain patient and we will be rewarded. Respect
Love is never hopeless. If you have not found the right one its because she also hasn't found you. In due time you both will discover each other.
true that...that is a more optimistic and better way to look at it. Respect