sayin it myself

staring at a blank page

wonderin what to do with myself at this day in age

living life like I'm acting on the stage

sometimes wanting to be someone I'm not..

but wanting to be true.

but how do you do that when society judges you

by the way you

look

walk

talk

sound

but this is all at first glance

I might not look like a size 0 model

but I know enough of myself to be happy

but people still pass harsh jugdement

if I only looked like this

if I only acted like this

if I only dressed like this

if I only talked like this

but I don't want to do those things

why you ask?

Because it's not me

I know enough to stand on my own

I know I'm grown

and its time for me to take my stand

Don't judge me because I'm a little different

love me for the fact that I'm not your typical teenager

Zokie....