Why me?

I can't believe this is happening to me,
This is a huge catastrophe,
Understanding the difference between death and life,
And why my grandma is out of my sight,
She's done her good and she's done her deeds,
So why did god take her away from me?,
If I was never ever a naughty girl,
Why was I left alone in this world?,
She taught me english and she taught me math,
She gave me candy and she made me laugh,
She taught me how to be a woman,
So tell me again why Grandma was took-en?,
Death is really hard to explain,
It has my family going insane,
This is too much pain that I'm going through,
Rest in peace grandma...It's hard living without you.