What A Fucking Life

life, is like a fucking emotional roller coaster,
cause you get nothing but
backstabbers, betrayals, cheaters, haters,
making me not trust one another,
my grandfather/best friend is in heaven,
me as mother playing the role of both gender,
i kept the pain inside, but really deep down i just want cry
trying to be brave and dedicated to my children, but sometime i dont believe i can
but i cant gave up!