Freddie, the first chapter

Freddie, the first chapter April 4 2001
By Fredrick Pennix aka Praiser the Show-off Worshiper

My conviction, the turmoil of my sin from the betrayal of my sorrow
My prayers would scream, ashamed I couldn’t cry, my heart cries for me
My lies had caught up with me and whisper death
Guilt I was, my desire was to burn
The devil was saying yes and the commandments I didn’t follow
My flesh was judging my self
When the spirit was telling me to call on Jesus
My heart Stutter when the first verse said Jesus love me