For the Al-Kabah an Islam

I know you were a gift from Thy Prophet Muhammad, Blessed is he,
But I still would run up to you an kiss you,
For I know what is in there, but that too is probably,
Against the law do to I am a woman,
With out any rights Under Islamic Laws.

May Allah Bless America,
For this is where I live,
Although women are still hurt here,
I should know I was one of them,
Many years ago, after surgery on my spine,
While still in a cast I was beatened.

Many things I forgive people for, but
Not forgottened, still a part of my life,
Cause it happened, Allah knows he was with me then,
he has see much over the many thousands of years.

Reason he chose me, to change the way of life,
For women, to make his home Country Beautiful,
As he sees how much I love what little I have an,
Still helped alot of people, when I can.

But only family members know an Allah,
Volunteering for 3 years as aid for Pre-K,
Then became a teacher till working another job,
I threw back out, I do that now just reaching
Down to get a pair of shoes.

I don't ask for help anymore when it happens,
As get only makes it more worse,
You feel your spine separate loss of breath,
Then it comes together again loss of one leg,
But a great deal of pain.

It takes 2 weeks for feeling to return,
Something doctors can't fix, I know why it happened,
When I Broke the rod in 84 during labor, it shifted that same area,
Then Broke the other one in 2002, picking up a garden hose,
Both cause pressure on that area of my spine,
Reason it gives way so easily, doctors cannot fix it.
Its just something I live with.

So with the laws the way they are there I would be totally disabled,
If beatings or mistreatment of women are like what sons tell me,
I wouldn't make it, although I will love Islam for Mecca is a part of me,
I cannot agreed to mistreatment of women as I am one also,
So to be your Holy queen as suggested, would I have been beatened too,
Cause I disagree with that law?