Wasted....

Overwhelmed with sadness,
I remember the days I was real…
Only sometimes hiding a heartache,
With a smile…

Now, remembering how it used to be,
I want and wish for a second chance…
The first chance, there never really was one,
But it feels like that…

All the times I had wished for him,
Just all went to waste…
His heart isn’t to be mine,
And I need to grasp that…

Although I’m in love,
I can’t help but feel what I felt…
He was there,
But… Now he’s not…

I need to see,
Not only is it not meant to be…
He is happy…
And I hope he’ll never see…

The Tears…
The Pain…
The Heartache…

I wish him love in every way,
Because he is worth all of it…
I wish him everything he wants,
And treasures, and he’ll get it…

I loved you…
And it all went to waste…
I said goodbye to my heart,
And now I wait…

Made: November 22, 2010