Numb...

I need to awaken from this solitary silence
Someone save me, breathe life into me
Help me find myself in this darkness

I have cried many tears and forced many smiles
I'm done with the masks, done with the lies
Done being a fake person.
I'm gonna let my feelings show.

My life isn't perfect, and I don't expect it to be.
I want to feel something.
I should feel the sadness, the anger, the happiness.
But I don't.

I am numb to the world.
I feel nothing but keys under my fingers
and sickness from forcing food down my throat.
Nothing matters, no one cares.

Save me from myself, love.
Keep the shadows at bay,
For you are the light in me,
you take away the numbness.

Stop me from causing the pain.
Be my savior, my life, my music.
Make melodies in the silence
and be the guardian of my darkest night.

Harmonize with me in this lonely silence
Bring me your life, and share your light
Take away the numbness, make me whole again.