Mr. Catastrophe

Days evolved into weeks,
weeks transcended into months,
and months passed into years,

Who knew that all that time I was hand in hand with Catastrophe,
along with you I forgot who I was,
and let you dictate my fragile feelings,

No longer can you capture my attention,
you stole my precious time,
but you can't possess me any longer,

I use to wait for you,
I use to smile at the hint of your name,
but now I smile at your absence,

All has changed since I dismissed you from my presence,
you thought I would wait,
you were more wrong than right could ever be,

You stood there begging me to come back,
to place all my precious trust in you,
but I had already moved on without you,

You expected me to change my mind,
to doubt myself,
but all I doubted was your lies,

You use to control my every move,
I use to be your puppet,
I've cut the strings now though,
so all you've got left is the pain I've left you with,

Who is crying now?
you've lost my once pleasant smiles,
you've lost all my love,
you've lost yourself,
but most of all,
you've lost me.