Keeping ladders to sky
One above the other
To kiss the glowing star
I forgot, from where did I come
Which was my nest
You were my world
My everything, my last & first
Your sky was infinite

He is almost lost,
He is not living,
neither in her heart, nor in her life
also not in his own life
he is alive without the existence
he is near with a mile of distance

He, the young gold medalist
the brilliant, student protagonist
an orator, words were his charm
girls where after him, after his words
such a guy, where the dictionary
was dancing on his tongue

My dear God
You are with me and I am fine
You are standing behind, I have to shine
You might be expecting but no idea what to ask,
You are with me, in life what else might be a task
I have nothing with you to blame
If I do, I know, it would be a shame
You made me thousand times to cry
But also is true, million times to smile
You are my earth, You are my sky

It was December
It was her birthday
She expected him as a first wisher
At the first minute of that day
But she was wrong
Morning came
Noon passed
Evening went
Night got over
It went like a normal day
He didn’t wish her
She thought I’ll do the same for you
She felt sad
She felt bad

It is February
It is his birthday
She expected a celebration
Towards her attitude, his reaction

This is unbelievable,
That I have seen seventy five seasons so far
I miss my muscular young body
which was an attraction to everybody
That glory, that enthusiasm, my bright blue eyes
Amazing teen, great middle with crazy club guys

I miss everything
I miss, I wonder, I stare at mirror, looking
at my visible sharp wrinkles, dipped eyes with dark circle
in my language, the black hole

I don’t want to know, how precious you are in my life
If it can be realized, only after I lose you
I don’t want to know, with you how happy I was
If it can be analyzed, only after I miss you

I wonder, why we keep our journey long to move
And why the day of life ends before we finish
I don’t want to know, how long I want to be in love

Where is she, search near the balcony
In a tiny dark space of kitchen
Might be crying somewhere, in agony

I persist, how long you will live like this
Happiness & life, how long you can miss
She gives a dry smile, says not to bother
Still it is not a broken marriage for her

More she loves him, more he hates
More is she silent, more noise he makes

On my way I think,
In a self defined way called ‘to zero’
Where I walk, simply walk like crazy for a while
Which leads to nothing, having no end point
Yes, as I said, to absolute zero

Yeh, I came back to my path, thinking,
How people get change like season
For a small wind, like a chameleon
Unbelievable, without any reason

So many friends, brother and sister