I used to crawl at the other side of the bed
When I’m afraid or just feeling cold
Then she wrapped her arms around me
As she whispers in my ear all the security she can give

I only had two major problems in life:
Homework and goodies
I only had one fear in life:
A fear of being away from her

I used to pout and throw things away
When I can’t have the things I want

It’s you!
The face that creeps in my dreams every night
Cryptically frightens my entire meditation
It’s you!
Whom I once I loved and cherished above anything else
Now seems to be a part of my unending illusion
The one whom I entrusted my weak heart without any uncertainty
But the one who left it on the ground lying, bleeding . . . dead!

Now look at me my fellow human

Two doors laid in front of me
One offers the sinful remedy for my battered sanity
Other has the sacred knife to cut my flesh, my heart, my humanity

One key, both doors to fit
I turned the knob, I went in
A girl named Amy handed it to me
I sip the cup and beauty met my eyes
I laughed, the innocent girl smiled

I so to realize that remedy
It was not a cure but a damn curse!