I just want to get this off of my chest
because this matter has just had me so distressed
first let me start by saying thank you
thanks to all of the stupid people who

I walk alone in a crowded sea
But the wave of familiar faces means nothing to me
I’m silent now and live quietly
And walk neither calm nor violently
My thoughts are rushing, extremely blurry

They say that WE ARE FAMILY
and that YOUR LOVE is the only love I need
But the truth is YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG
Your love is too addicting
I couldn't live without it

My thoughts move, quicker than lightning
In desperation i chase them, but now im fighting
Im fighting my mind, searching for the word
the word that shows my thought, but this is absurd

Dear heaven, Dear Lord
please take care of my Uncle now passed
the man who lived each day to its last
My uncle who was taken from us too soon

listen hard and listen well
To this spectacular freestyle Imma tell
it might be harsh but if you hear
Then maybe it'll help u stay in the clear
Its about this thing we call drama

I see red hate in that mirror
I see the flaws of myself
My lifes regrets and
My wants and desires in that mirror
I see the small breakouts and the nose that I don't want to have I see the

It doesn't matter what I do
Because one plus one never makes two
And i know that when its me and you
there's always that wall of silence that my voice just cant get through and

My love is silent
It is my dirty little secret
It is my locked-in-the-closet secret
That love that only exists behind closed doors and closed eyes
Nobody hears me call you my boo