Only if u knew,
Knew that inside all i hold is secrets,
Knew that i am not your child,
Knew that i could be everything opposite to your imagination.

Only if you knew,

Strolling down empty halls,
Glancing at bare white walls.
Ironic how purity is lost here,
Just a few moments in the atmosphere and it becomes clear.
Its a contradiction,

Tie this letter to a balloon,
Containing more than a melodic tune.
Humming in flight over the moon,
Words written under the summer sun in June.

Reaching its destination,

Maintaining to obtain an educated flow,
Pronunciation is utterance of communication as we all know.
I seek silence,
Serene guidance.
But, when air does escape from creases of lips,

If only i could be stuck in time,
Placed between the soul & mind,
Cautiously waiting for beauty rather than pain,
The dream is the name,
Darkeness,
Where the subconcious rests,
Nowhere near your touch,
Or supposed love & such,
Nowhere near the voice that once uttered his true feeling,
Or fate's card dealing,
No longer stuck in your fucking game,
But then again it kept me sane,

They say whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger,
And as i sit back and ponder,
I become weak,
So the answers i seek,
Will never be found,
Because,
My skin is my casket,
And inside the withered knowledge of life,
Becomes the light at the end of the tunnel,
Out of reach from the palms of pens,
Ink splattered on the walls,
And as i crawl to my destiny,
Ink rubs my delicate skin,

My tears are smearing the words on my page,
These are the last words i will ever write,
Erasing the memories,
Yet my future in developing in my womb,
Emotions fluttering in the cold wind,
Lips are quivering,
But the cords are not releasing the sounds,
Light fading in the distance,
Eyes shutting down,
Causing the rainbow colors to drip,
Drop,
And flow like a river in my imagination,