Jillian Part I-II (Album- Jillian)

My hands stained with blood. Strength I've summoned to protect you. I lay motionless dwelling on my past. The question surfaces again. Why do people think about the past instead of the future. It isn't that is harder to think about it is just it holds to much agony, full of suffering. A future without you isn't a future I want to face. The end calls. Don't be afraid. No reason to be scared. I will protect you. You may call me a monster, for that may be true. Nothing can quench this thirst. Undying. Call me what you will, I am what I am. Everyone changes for better or worse. I love you and that will never change no matter what. Wether you hate me or not. No matter the sorrow to endure. Is this my reason for living.

My dear this is only the begining, not the end...