Vinyl and Lace

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I close my eyes to feel the pain.
Taking what I deserve, but do not gain.
Tears of hurt streams down my face.
Hands now tied back in vinyl and lace.

I cannot speak - my mouth zipped tight.
I cannot see - eyes blinded from sight.
I cannot feel - my body's numb.
I follow your voice as you whisper, "come."

You sensed my fear and I sensesd you're laughter.
As this is your number one rapture.
I wasn't your first - I am not your last.
You keep on moving with out a past.

Looking down at you wondering why?
Witnessing another girl cry.
I hear her screaming - she's helpless and alone.
Now blacked out - falling into the unknown.

Screaming in terror as I jump to the floor.
My worst nightmare is standing in the door.
Is it real or is it just a dream?
A mixture of both is what it seems.

A curve of the smile - a blink of the eye.
All that's been said was just a lie.
If all this is untrue...
Then who the hell are you?

I close my eyes to feel the pain.
Taking what I deserve but do not gain.
Tears of hurt streams down my face.
Hands now tied back in vinyl and lace...